I thought I would start writing my blog and try to write a bit most days. I really enjoy writing and I have been neglecting it. I feel unmotivated to write. In fact, I feel apathetic and unmotivated to do anything.
I live in a beautiful part of the country and I have 3 children whom I love. I don't have a job which doesn't help my mental health or my finances. I'd like to help the kids but it's impossible at the moment,,, except for being dad's taxi. 😼I applied for a job which I was encouraged to do by the Head of the school but I don't think I interviewed as well as I normally do. Maybe overconfidence or a lack of practice? I also think there may have been other factors that worked against me here.
I have a relationship which can be described as. complicated. I would like it resolved but there's not a lot I can do unfortunately as my partner has a complicated home life. We also live 80 miles apart so we can only see each other occasionally. We enjoy each other's company and she gets on with the children but we cannot progress unless she resolves her complications.
I like living here but the house is tiny. Also, it's very quiet around here. It was easier in High Bentham as there were always people to see. Going to Booth's to pick up the kids is the highlight of the week....And occasionally visiting the village shop. Not sure how I put up with all the exhilaration! 🤣🤣🤣.
They have just held 72 seconds of silence for Grenfell. 😢
I wish I could motivate myself to do some exercise. I love playing football once a week, wish it was more, Maybe moving to Lancaster will help with that, as well as finances and having things to do.
Anyway, enough moping.
Kids are doing well. Hari is working in Lancaster. Tara is enjoying her Nursing degree, and is currently on placement in Cambodia for two months. Adam, after an unsuccessful start at QES, is now doing an apprenticeship at Specsavers. He is getting bored of people saying "Pardon?" every time he asks them whether they would like to have their hearing tested...🤣🤣🤣
Okay, this will do for today. See you tomorrow.
I live in a beautiful part of the country and I have 3 children whom I love. I don't have a job which doesn't help my mental health or my finances. I'd like to help the kids but it's impossible at the moment,,, except for being dad's taxi. 😼I applied for a job which I was encouraged to do by the Head of the school but I don't think I interviewed as well as I normally do. Maybe overconfidence or a lack of practice? I also think there may have been other factors that worked against me here.
I have a relationship which can be described as. complicated. I would like it resolved but there's not a lot I can do unfortunately as my partner has a complicated home life. We also live 80 miles apart so we can only see each other occasionally. We enjoy each other's company and she gets on with the children but we cannot progress unless she resolves her complications.
I like living here but the house is tiny. Also, it's very quiet around here. It was easier in High Bentham as there were always people to see. Going to Booth's to pick up the kids is the highlight of the week....And occasionally visiting the village shop. Not sure how I put up with all the exhilaration! 🤣🤣🤣.
They have just held 72 seconds of silence for Grenfell. 😢
I wish I could motivate myself to do some exercise. I love playing football once a week, wish it was more, Maybe moving to Lancaster will help with that, as well as finances and having things to do.
Anyway, enough moping.
Kids are doing well. Hari is working in Lancaster. Tara is enjoying her Nursing degree, and is currently on placement in Cambodia for two months. Adam, after an unsuccessful start at QES, is now doing an apprenticeship at Specsavers. He is getting bored of people saying "Pardon?" every time he asks them whether they would like to have their hearing tested...🤣🤣🤣
Okay, this will do for today. See you tomorrow.
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